I have not been writing posts on my blog... because I know not how and where to begin. I fear of saying the wrong things, for I am a mere human and a sinner who is still striving to lead a good life and fulfill my rightful duties on earth in this temporal life, according to God's wills. However, I feel that I need to get these off my chest, and people seriously ought to know.
I know I have done many wrongs, and am still trying my best to be righteous, or at least close to it (for no one is righteous). Praise the good Lord for being here for me throughout. I have disappointed Him a lot, yet He forgives and gives me chances after chances. I have cried out to Him and asked for Him to show me His ways.
Jesus saith unto him, " I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."
- John 14:6
Now I have come to know God and understand the Gospel more, I find I fear the Lord more (the presence of those devils which 'harassed' me no longer scare me - they are of no comparison to the presence of the Holy Spirit!) for the Lord is Almighty and Holy and Pure.
There have been so much awareness which suddenly hit me, and all these revelations I have been drawn to lately, makes me see the whole ugly truth of this world, and the deceit and traps which more and more ignorant or stubborn souls are falling into - influences from controlled medias, music, sports - well, almost everything - I admit I was a victim, too (as you can see from my past posts - craze over artistes, music, or books - Enough said.) Note, the key word is 'control'. It is indeed, very sad.
I long, no, I yearn for the everlasting life and joy with Him. I was blind, ignorant, and a fool. I find it shameful that I knew Him but chose to lead such sinful life. Lord, have mercy on us. I dread the loss of Heaven and the damnation of hell. Heaven and hell are no joke, period.
I long, no, I yearn for the everlasting life and joy with Him. I was blind, ignorant, and a fool. I find it shameful that I knew Him but chose to lead such sinful life. Lord, have mercy on us. I dread the loss of Heaven and the damnation of hell. Heaven and hell are no joke, period.
I first read "The Revelation of Hell" when I was 14 - my friend, Terry lent me the book. It spoke of end times, and from what I remember, a lot of things I read then and from The Revelation in the Bible make sense now, because those things are happening around us. Label me crazy or whatever you wish - it does not concern me for I do not need to answer to people in the end.
I am writing these not to prove anything or to claim to be holy, for like you, I am a sinner as well. I am unworthy. I have my shares of guilt. Therefore, I would love to change my ways, by God and with God's help.
I do not know how exactly to put this, but I fear our time may be running out, and I really pray for all to open your eyes and heart and be saved. Really, please.
"So then, you also must always be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you are not expecting Him."
- Matthew 24:44
