Oh Lord, Let there be Light!

Grump. Grunt. Tsk tsk... Wht is my problem?!
I've been bad. Real bad. I'm short-tempered. N get upset n mad at the slightest annoyance. Where is Patience? Wherever is The Smile? The Laughter? Even Babe's commenting on my lack of laughter n smile these days. One, I ain't well. Yesh, it's been a looong time n it's getting on my nerves now! I wish this discomfort would just go away! Was sick, down with cough n flu bout a month ago. When those were gone, I started having upset tummy. I've lost appetite n taste for food. Food I used to enjoy, now, they make me sick at the thought of 'em! Everytime after I eat, I feel like puking n well, most times, I literally do. Wait. I ain't bullimic! Or am I?!
Another thing. London. It makes me sick! I miss life in Manchester! =( At least there, I lived in a Home. And a Big n Beautiful one I shared with friends. N it was quite cheap! Here, it sucks! U can barely find an affordable n beautiful yet comfortable place! My rental's a killer! N it doesn't feel like home! N working in London sucks! Why do I always get 'shitty' jobs n stingy bosses?!? Am I cursed? Owh.. Here I go again..Complaining. Grumpy Ol' Me. Perhaps it's a Punishment for being bad.
N just before I quitted my last lousy job, I got into a 'fight' with the annoying common British Yobs. Shocker? Believe it. I'd never been soo pissed in my life! My screams n shouts attracted staffs from the kebab shop across the street. *Shrugs* Like I care! Those stupid hooligans came into our restaurant, drunk, looking all pathetic n literally begged for two quids! What is wrong with these people?! N tht was NOT the first encounter. They ain't beggars but act worse than one n they're f*cking annoying! (Mind my language, but I've had enough with these common no-brainers)! They're practically loafers who create havocs n troubles. Kids who skip schools n wears tracksuits ALL seasons n hang around outside any neighbourhoods, creating soo much annoyance n noise like they own the place! N just a few days ago in the papers, one normal English citizen was STABBED to death by these Yobs (Common british youngsters) for asking them not to make so much noise as it was the wee hours n the neighbours are all tryin to sleep. WTH! N they ARE dayym proud to be the Common Hooligans they are! The upper-class n more educated people hate them. The police hate them cause they give 'em headaches. Vandalism. Drugs. N I Despise them!
Okay, so this drunk common GIRL came in with a friend, acting all sympathetic (she looks more pathetic to me) asking for two pounds for the bus. N she kept asking us to hold her bag, I don't know wht for! The manager said No. N we kindly told them No. Man, but she kept on asking me to hold her bag n begging 'Puh-leese'. Tht was it! First, It's Bullshit! Look at her! She had the money to get herself drunk n in her bag, she had a whole pack of ciggarette! N there she was, claiming she did not have any change for a bus ride?! N who was she kidding?! A bus fare is a pound fifty! N she later tried to make a mess in the restaurant. Even the English customer, eating got pissed!
So, she went out n came back seconds later with loads of change in her hands. She walked in n came up close to me, asked me "Wht do u do?" (She's not even making sense!) to which I replied sternly "It's NONE of your business!" N she said "Yes, It is" n tried to flip all the dishes on the buffet table. Tht was all it needed to spark things up. The manager got mad n pushed her out n closed the door. The customer walked up n pushed her outside. She kept kicking on the glass door n tried to get back in. She kept pushing back n kicking n her other useless friend spat on the angry customer who ended up kicking her! (Serves her right!) I was wayy too mad to remember wht I shouted then.
N tht was when her sissy common boyfriend came to the scene. All the time he used only his mouth, which I don't even know wht he's muttering! N the stupid girl broke the glass door.. Tht ended in police case for vandalism n causing troubles during people's business hours N for drinking and smoking when she's underage. Plus, the friend said she was pregnant! (This is another thing. These common lazy arseholes, they get emselves pregnant young, end up being single parent n they get money from the government. So, the more kids they bear, the more money they get. N other hardworking people who work their asses off in the country get taxed horribly..for wht? To feed these common lazy people n give em places to stay once they turn 16 n if their parents don't want em!) N in one night, I sat in a police car n an Undercover officers' car - to help find n identify the culprit who hurried away when she saw the police. CHICKENS! Where were the brave n screaming hooligans back at the scene?!? HAH! She was handcuffed and was crying, begging the police officer to let her go n tht she did nothing wrong. N the sissy boyfriend kept eyeing me n muttering god-knws-wht. Argh!
Oh Dear God, I shall not have so much hatred and anger in me. Such people exist, I know. N I shall learn to forgive n forget. (That girl slapped me! I didn't lay a single finger on her. Cause If i did, even if she started it, I'd be in trouble...because she's British n under 16. -_-" Man, I really don't like how some British laws go.)
I know it's hard to love our enemies, but I knw I'm such a sinner n yet, You love us all the same.
Show me The Light, Lord.
Okay.. I hope these kids are fine n tht they'll see The Light as well.
*Sigh* ..N I feel a little better now.
Praise be to God!
=)

Movin', Moving, Moving On...

Just moved into new place for 'bout a week now. Well, I'm lovin' it:)
It's this lil' 'paradise' called Camden Town - a Punk's heaven, with exotic punks & unique beings who could never care less of how others might view or think of them. -which is Cool!
Plus I always think this place has got it all. Guess tht's why it's named a town of its own. It's got markets selling every little exotic pieces, from jewelleries to clothes, and food- Italian, Mexican, Indonesian, Chinese, Indian, Malaysian, Vietnamese, Thai, Japanese, Moroccon, Javanese, African.. may be more. It's got convenient tranport links, 24-hour buses, other open-till-late clubs, takeaways, internet cafes, and grocery stores. It's made to be a tourist town. You'll never get bored..
Alrighty. Enough with Camden. I know I love it. That's good enough.
Hmm.. Wht's new? Ooh! Jacky introduced a new movie, The Covenant (Thanks! NICE!). The preview's AWESOME! I wanna watch it! It's out already, but not here. SUCKS! Movies n music always come out slowER in the UK. How pathetic!

The Truth: 9/11 Reloaded

September 11, 2001. 5 years on.
5 years back, I remember watching the TV, interrupted by the Breaking News: The World Trade Centre was hit and brought down by what was reported "2 planes hijacked by terrorists".
Now, the movie, "World Trade Center" is out.
There are still videos, pictures and news going around on this catastrophic event. And there are members still investigating on the incident.
On the Zogby Pole, 49% believe it was an Inside Job planned by the VIPs. 66% want the 9/11 investigation reopened.
5 years on, people are beginning to see for themselves and think. I know it does not take one to be a scientist or professional to comprehend. It is pure common sense.
Scientists claim that NO metal building is destroyed in a fire, but in the debris, they found melted metals and no remaining of any plane parts. Besides, it was claimed that the planes were almost out of fuel when they reached the towers. The Meridian Plaza burned for 19 hours without collapsing. Now, how could two towers as tall and as strongly-built as WTC collapse completely in like, an hour for one & 2 hours, the other? And why was the rubble destroyed right after?
Another question. Why did WTC 7 collapse? Only possible answer is it might be hit by the rubbles from the collapsing tower and exploded then collapse. BUT it was a 47-story, steel-framed building. If you see the way it collapsed, it looked more like a controlled demolition.
Also, the Boeing 757 which was claimed to hit the Pentagon in Washington was never there. They found the hole, (a hole so neat and impossible to fit a Boeing 757, plus its impact when hit) but no plane. What actually happened?

"Buildings don't eat planes. That plane, it just vanished. There should have been parts on the ground...Where are the parts?"

-Skarlet

How is it possible when Norad had succesfully intercepted on suspected hijacked planes 67 times during the year prior to 9-11, but not on the very day? Incoincidence, you say? Then how could it be possible that the hijackers got into the cockpit if throughout the chaos, someone at the terminals should have received news and sent help following the transponder, but nothing happened at all?

So many 'IFs'. More research to be done and reports and proof to be found. Until then, should the world or nation put blames on unlawful terrorist acts? Or should we say, even if terrorism followed, it was purely a cause of influence and 'trigger' from one of the world leaders, himself?

*Shrugs*

Freee~! Weee~!!

Quitted my job! Hated it. Well, it was fine. The manager's great, the staff who make good and humourous companions are great. It was the long hours and the wayyy low pay and that stingy and fussy boss I despised! What's worse? The boss' wife, complaining and acting like she rules the place when she knew nothing on the menu! Argh! Anyway, I'm free free freee! Weeee~! No more working OVER 12 hours a day straight, 6 outta 7 days a week! No more less than 8-hour sleep every night, or wait, I never slept at all. I fainted! Seriously. LOL!
Hmm... What's next? I ain't sure. I need some time off for myself. Will be looking for a much better part-time job soon. Oh, University's starting soon. Can't wait! Haha! I sound like a N-E-R-D, but Hey, Uni's FUN!=D



Heh... Here's parts of a building at my campus. =) Okay, the campus I WILL be studying my course at.


And here's a Sneak Peek into the things Imma need to work with/on in my course:




Fascinating, isn't it? Interior Architecture and Design. It's all about Space, Lighting, Shapes and Structure. May be more to it. I wouldn't know now. So, I'll find out =)

Ooh, Summer's left for good, I guess. The leaves are turning yellow and withering. Yeah, Autumn's here. This means Bonfire Night and Halloween are coming! Owh, and I WANT a trendy or perhaps a classy Autumn trench coat! X)

*GRINS*

Drama Outside Workplace

Remember how fake and overly-exaggerated we think those action or police movies are on TV?
Man, I tell you those many numbers of police vehicles rushing in from all directions, followed by armed policemen rushing out of these vehicles once they stop, are for real!
Daym! I wish I had a video camera ready! It was near closing time at the restaurant I worked at, last night. The staff were all happily chatting away while feeding ourselves on our supper after a long hard day's work when we heard loud sirens from afar.
I was told earlier before there was a suspect of bomber or terrorist somewhere near. Gawd! Imagine how I reacted when EIGHT police cars from both directions on a one-way street stopped right in front of the restaurant and numbers of policemen and women rushed out. I went weak right away, not knowing where to run to. My first thought: "Oh My God! What if there is a terrorist or bomb just right there?!"
All I saw when we got outside were policemen holding down a man. I did not even get to see how the man looks like or how he was handcuffed and brought into one of the police vehicles. Too many police on one! LOL! I was told though, by a street patrol officer that the man arrested may be a terrorist.
Phew! What a Drama! Still more to come, I guess, since that failed bomb attack at London Heathrow Airport.
Tsk tsk tsk
What's becoming of the world? It does not even feel safe roaming the streets or anywhere else anymore. What exactly is the purpose of this unlawful terrorism?
Although, I must say, The London Metropolitan Police are really good and fast.

SeXy: Skinny Or Curvy?

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When is this gonna end?
Is it me or is it that every page I turn in today's Women's magazines, I feel even more inferior of the way I look? I bet I ain't alone here. So, peeps out there (esp. girls) who feel the same, Shout Out Loud with Me!! =)
Whew! Since God knows when, everyone is super conscious of their body and the way they look. Now now, don't any of you go telling me there is never a point in your life when you actually feel your lowest because of the way you are even though you might have gotten over it and learnt to love yourselves. 'Cause I won't believe you. Yesh, it is important, vital, perhaps, to look good. When you look good, you feel great. Or so it seems.
Years ago, celebrities and everyone else were aiming for the perfect Size 10 then. Now, it seems like they want to be tinier! Look at Nicole Richie! If you remember how healthy and curvy she was. Sometimes I wonder how on earth did she manage to lose so much weight?! Yeah, I find myself envying those lucky lasses who need not worry as they always look tip-to-toe gorgeous! Not that I find Lollipop Nicole Richie ideally shaped. Haha! I mean, look at girls like Giselle Bundchen (D'oh! She's a top model!) or Angelina Jolie or, or Jessica Alba!!(Oooh, Mamamiaa!)
I am aware, though, that these celebrities do work out and watch their diets to keep themselves in shape. AND I am equally aware of how much it takes to be so high-mantainent. Personally, I always think that when one's rich, he/she always looks much better. How fair's that?

Now, whatever happens to being curvy to be sexy? Whatever happens to celebrities like JLo, Beyonce, Hilary Duff and Lindsay Lohan who were once the 'alive' curvy celebs who claimed they were proud and fine with their curves? Although, JLo and Beyonce still keep their curves (Dang! It must be hard and odd to lose those bums! Y'Ouch!), they, too, were found going on diet and workout to shed some weight. Poor Hilary now looks like she needs to hang onto a lamp post when the wind blows! No offence.

Don't anyone remember how beautiful the legendary Marilyn Monroe was, being the curvy woman she was? Well, I do. Although I must admit, it does feel alot better (or at least, to me) to lose that tummy or the lovehandles. I admit I feel better lighter without all the fats and bumps clinging onto whatever clothes I throw onto myself or the sight of lumps and tummy falling out when you sit. Ugh! I think being sexy is being fleshy (NOT to the extent of those ugly lumps I mentioned before. Keep yourself toned.), NOT being stick-thin! You've gotta have curves! Most importantly, it is about feeling sexy. Confidence. A guy friend once told me,

"Girls who are confident are always
sexier."

Talking about curves...For a lady, it means D' Ass & D' Busts. Haha! How many of you wish you were blessed with these two perfect assets? Hands Up! I know my hands are. LOL! Seriously, I don't consider myself one of the lucky and perfectly Blossomed ones. Ooh, Not the Ass! I meant the *ahem* front. Now, being in a country where most women own huuuge assets so does not help. I know most of them opt for the most popular resort here: Breast Enlargement...as in Breast Implants. No worries. I am so not going under the knives! Uh-uh! Until any proven natural remedy comes to aid, I guess, one way or another, I'd have to learn to love my own Jewels. =)
If you wanna be FINE, it is about eating healthy, not starving oneself; (I may be weight-conscious at most times, but I DON'T believe in eating less to lose weight. I believe in eating enough when you want to in order to keep your metabolism UP! A ShoutOut to You-know-who-you-are, I am NOT skinny nor bulimic!-_-") staying active; (you've got to lose the calories and keep yourself fit and healthy) and above all, learning to love yourself and feel good about the way you are. I know I may not have fully applied these principles to myself, but I am trying! I'm only Human, afterall.

PS: Tired of finding the right diet? When I say Diet, I don't mean only to lose weight. It's about keeping oneself healthy. I don't know what you'll think, but I find that this Blood Type Diet makes sense. I do follow it at most times when I can and I think it works, for me!;) I've added the link where you can check out the whole table & see your diet according to your Blood type.
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Am New 'Ere!

Well, another blog.
It always sucks, trying to figure out what is best as an Entry.
Let's see... My first blog, I started out with a Poem. The second, a pointless account of life phases I went through.
Right. This time I think I will start with what I think is a Craze for most people these days. Or at least, for me. It has been going around since 'Internet' has been introduced. Yes, the Internet is such a vast and unlimited source of information, latest gigs, gossips, downloads...AND Income. Profits. Wonder how some people earn Loads without having to do much? People with total financial security and freedom without having to endure routine 9-to-5 jobs, bossy bosses, 'meaningless' life because they work too hard to pay their bills that they barely have time to enjoy themselves? I have read stories, REAL life accounts of people with such luxury in their lives. Lucky Bastards, you say? I thought so, too!
While these Successful Dudes try to convince people who want these luxuries in their lives as well that we too, CAN be like them, I have been trying all means I could find to prove that it CAN happen. Why, you ask? Yes, I AM sick of the idea of having to work my ass off under someone else pointlessly just to pay all the bills and I shudder at the thought of having to go on with a life like this forever.
However, I hate how most Guides which prove that they could help us change our lives, always lead to us having to purchase or pay an amount first for their products and when we do, they leave you on your own, not knowing what to do next. It frustrated me to the point that I almost gave up hope.
Then I came across this article. And I tell you, it is the most genuine and useful one by far! Plus, the author actually helps you after that, too! I was even more inspired having found out the author is only a young dude who has written his own e-books and is earning so much! Bless him!
Interested? Go check out his articles. He has one on how to make profits from Clickbank. Yes, clickbank has loads of products to buy, sell and promote as an affiliate.

http://www.clickbankprofitmachine.com

Right. I started out with Google Adwords, promoting products from Clickbank. Argh! It seems it costs me more and I earn Zero.
Now, Thanks to a friend of mine, Lynn. I am setting off with Google Adsense.
Okay, we will see where it takes me.
Guess I better not bore all you readers. I promise to make my next article more interesting. X
Till then! Adios! N Thanks for reading;)